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Turning 19 this 17Dec
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Monday, September 28, 20099:29 PM
Went for lunch with Brooooo today.
Had Ajisen. And th clumsiest thing that happened to me today was :
I DROPPED MY SPOON ONTO THE FLOOR WITH A LOUD 'AHHHHH'!
:/
After that,we met SzeQianMeiMei and went to her house to slack...
Left at 4.15pm and i took a long bus journey to JurongPoint to meet Mommy.

And that was where all my thoughts etc came in....
Wana hear?
No,okay.bye~(: Close this window then okay!
If you want to hear, then dont blame me for being so long-winded
so yea......

I was sharing all my feelings&thoughts with a handful of my close friends these
few days.
And of cause th reasons that i shed my tears and yea.
some of them laughed at me, some of them got rather angry with me.
Why are you still caring&thinking so much?
All i could reply to them is to say Sighs.
I dont really understand why am i going through all this feelings too.
But all i could do is to cry to MeiMei :(
no wonder MeiMei calls me tootie.
no wonder yuk calls me a dumb.
no wonder i call myself stupid.
im gona give myself till school reopens,which is 19thOctober.
I must get over everything. I must forget and stop broading over whats done.
i must not let any emotions affect my last 2&a half sem in NYP.
i must study hard and enjoy my time in NYP(:
For those whom are laughing behind th screen now,
gossiping there or whatever~
Just you wait, i will make sure your jaws dropped!
I will do well for th last 3 sems in NYP.
i MUST graduate with a nicenice GPA.
get into a local uni or overseas uni.
i must make all th uni snatch for me, and not me snatch for th uni...
HAHAHAHAHAHAH :D
So welllll yeah~
I realise a theory......
i cant forget whom enlighten me this. haha,
share with you guys:D
Everything that happens has a reason behind it.
God has reason for letting me going through all these.
And each and every incident is to make one go stronger!
Yes,go stronger(:
i will be stronger as day goes by.....
Dont worry my lovely ones,
i will be back my normal self soon! hehe

Okay,enough of all these.
thanks for reading my emoemo stuffs.
(:

its time to pack my chalet stuffs!
ill be going for a chalet from 29th-1st!
TO HAVE FUN AND ENJOY!
AND OF CAUSE TO CATCH UP WITH FRIENDS..........(:
but i haven pack my stuffs yet,HAHHA!

i cant wait for Decemeber to arrive.
checked my sch schedule yday,
holidays on th 19thDec!
IM GOING TO FLYYYYYYYYYYYYYY TO MANCHESTER TO FIND SIS WITH FAMILY!
I AM I AM I AM!
haha,yuk be jealous of me lah!

ByeWorld!!!(:
Remember :
BE HAPPY ALWAYS!
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Sunday, September 27, 200910:03 PM
how am i today?
not bad, till now i suppose(:
although at times,my imagination still run wild.

SecondAunt was with us th whole of today!
Hehe.
She called th hse phone for lik 30mins,but i only
hear it lik after 30mins 0.0 OMG
Went for my Yoga today!
I LOVE MY YOGA TEACHER TODAY.....
SHE'S SO NICE&PATIENT&MOTHERLY!
hehe. enjoyed Yoga today,very much.
Yoga is to destress.
So ladies,relax your mind......
Haha,and she kept repeating this to us!
indeed,i did feel a lil relaxed today!
Probably,that explains why im a lil cheery today?(:
haha!if thats th case,i should do Yoga EVERYDAY!
hehe,but my bones are so gona break lah.

Yoga ended@2pm.
Headed for lunch W mom,dad&aunt.
Afteer that,we went home.
Aunt came to our hse,
to webcam with SisSis(: hehe.

Then,left hse later for dinner with aunt too. hehe
And...........i scalded myself again o.o
Zzzzzzz. oh whatever.
then later we sent her home.
(:

You know whats th most upset thing?
to break a promise that you made to yourself.
i broke a promise i made to myself...........
:(
and i know, ive disappointed so many people whom cares for me.
but dont worry,
I WILL BE BACK WITH MY HAPPY SELF :D
NOT LONG.............................
this time,i hope i wont break another promise i made to myself!
Grrrr
but th feeling,of you breaking your promise you made to yourself...
is so sucky!
I WISH I CAN BE SOMEONE WITH SUPERNATURAL POWERS...............
HOW GREAT HAHAS.
dont worrrrrrry,
i will be back with my happy self(:
hehe.
&yuk shared with me a funny encounter he had in school.
&sis knocked so much so much sense in me yesterday too. HAHA
:D
i dont need so many people to care&love me........
jus some true ones will do(:
i guess i wont be investing in r/ships for a long term of time.
how about kinships&friendships instead?(:
IM STRONG KKKKKKKKKK(:

Note to self :
check when's my next hols!
paint my toe nails(: hehe
write diary

I CANT WAIT FOR CHALET TO ARRIVE.........
29,30,1
IM GOING FOR A CHALET(:
i want to enjoy&play.
and i really mean
ENJOY&PLAY(:
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Saturday, September 26, 200911:14 PM
im getting so unlucky these few days........
=(

Yday,after JazzClass.
this small lil girl swing her plastic bag at me!
I don know what was in her plastic bag though,but it was so pain lah.
Felt lik something sharp in th plastic bag.
After she swing that plastic bag onto my leg,i was lik
waiting for her to say sorry or something.
BUT ZZZZ. she gave me that super guai-lan look.
OMG. thank god there wasnt any scars on my leg,
if not i think im so gona jump on her. lol HAHA

Today,
i skipped Pilates. Woke up with a slight fever.
So went back to sleep,slept till 10plus.
Woke up, and my head was lik spinning round&round D:
So i went back to sleep. Slept till lik 4plus.
Damn! But felt so much better after sleeping.
But my head is still spinning round&round. :(
Whats with it lah!!!!!
Woke up and spoke to sis on Skype(:
Which really did cheer my mood up a lil.
i showed off my BabyPink nails to her:D HEHE.

Dad,Mom&I went out for dinner around 7plus.
Had sme porridge thing.
And i was eating,and i bit myself on my tongue
AND IT BLED-.-
oh come on, tell me whats with me!
rotten luck!
Then later,i scalded myself onto this hot claypot-.-
wtheck.
=(

At Watsons,this lady suddenly punched me lightly on my arm.
Asked me for th price of th make-up! Zzzzz
i gave her th HUH look & told her how would i know.
Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

I seriously couldnt fall asleep yesterday night.
stoned till 4AM.
fckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
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12:49 AM





Last minute decision to meet WeiQian today:D
very last minute!!!!! HAHA

Met her at JurongEast.
Went to Iluma for our meal.
We spent lik 2hrs at ManhattenFishMarket!!(:
Talk,chitchat,eat,take pictures! Haha.
that explains why 2hours yea...... haha!
Had a super full meal!
After that,went to BugisStreet for our ManicureSession!
Haha,super lots of people there!
Saw th boss ordering her workers here&there. so dam fierce :(
then there was this dam nice woman(a regular there),helped us look and
suggest at our colours. haha. so nice right!
But before that,we were lik gossiping about her! :X Oops!
haha!! So we spent another lik 1hr there. OMG! haha!
After that,went over to BugisJunction and chilled@MosBurger!
we had our fav soup & OF CORS ..........
CAMWHORED! (: ALOT HAHA!
We were lik thinking about all th unglam pasts!
AND CONCLUSION :
SHE HAS POOR MEMORY COMPARED TO MINE :D HAHA!
but still, a fun day with her(:
hehe.

After that, went over for my JazzClass.
Did StreetJazz today. haha :D Cool!

Oh,& yesterday.
Went to Whampoh to get mommy's favourite snack. Im so nice right. haha:D
Went W Weisong,so while waiting for James to be ready.
we went to TCC for a drink! And we saw this MrBean look alike! HAHAHAH :D
After that,took train back to clementi and meet James there!
Brought them for Zi-Bao-Ji! HHEhe.
chitchat&eat(:
then slack awhile @ my hse carpark and i went home!
hehe,fun day with them LAUGHING LIK CRAZY!!
haha.
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Thursday, September 24, 200912:01 AM
im feeling so tired all over my body now!
so wobbly ;/
Hopefully my body doesnt aches tmrw.
But i suppose ill skip tomorrow's Yoga.
i shall go for Sunday class instead. HAHA
dont think i can wakeup at 8am either!
so tired! V tired today. =(
but i lik th feeling HAHA.
HipHop was awesome today. But still prefer Jazz!hehe
Gym was so tiring today!!
but i think my stamina is building up!
Haha,my trainer keeps lying to me.
She asks me to do one last set of 20s.
But after i finish one set, she says another last set of 20s.
OMG x(
haha. but at least i did perspire!
Which feels so nice HAHA.

After gym,went for my bathe&headed to work.
Work W Charmane&Samantha today.
So many people 0.0 OMG TIRING
didnt manage to seat down at all!
Received my pay today HAHA.
Doctor increased my pay by 1$(:
not working for th next week.
So........shall work W SeinYan th week after next!
im starting to love this job. haha

I wantd to paint my toe nails.
BUT IM JUST TO LAZY TO DO IT LAHHHHHH :(
but not as lazy as
CHAN SZEQIAN TOOTIE!

im feeling a lil gloomy today,donknow why either!
Oh whatever,
signing off~
BYE!
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Wednesday, September 23, 20092:37 PM
OMG
im feeling so lazy to go for classes.
feeling so comfy that i really feel like skipping my HipHop&Gym.
:(

NO!!
CANNOT!
I MUST ATTEND! I MUST ATTEND!
i want to perspire all out!
i want to feel happy&cheery(:
only dance makes me feel lik this.

Mommy used my laptop to webcam with sis till 2plus yday.
HAHA.
Received my results alrd.
Results dropped:(
Yea,dropped.

OKAY.
IM GONA GET MY BUTT OFF TH SOFA AND GO FOR MY HIPHOP CLASS,GYM SESSION AND WORK!
Bye World~(:
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Tuesday.
Tuesday, September 22, 200911:13 PM
shall just drop some words here and i shall just concentrate on
chatting with Sis on Skype(:

Met my DarlingMeiMei today at 1pm.
Had lunch@Long John.
Th moment we met each other.
We started talking, and still talking, and and still talking.
so much~(:
I swear,i feel so much better after spilling out all on her.
See th way she scold, see th way she laugh,i really feel so relieved.
Afterall,i have a nicenice lovely MeiMei.
ThankGod(:
Then went to library to accompany MeiMei study.
Thanks to her,she killed almost more than half of my brain cells!
She asked me some physcis qn!! :X
such a tootie,really!
haha,she knows i flung both sciences. And she's asking my physics!
Haha,but i believe i did help her de-stress a lil! hehe.
Was also chatting with Sis on Skype!
(: My two very much beloved.
My MeiMei was such a tootie you know.
She ate sweets in th library,and left th wrappers on th chair!
Then we were lik acting lik some pri sch kids.
Raise hand,complain to th librarians that we bullied each other. haha!
so funny!! :B
She acted lik a tootie too. She used her calculator and rang up th police to catch me.Tootie right. OMG!
haha.Then left library around 6pm.
She accompanied me for dinner. We saw this little cute dog in a car!
And th car windows weren't wind down. the doors weren't open in anyway OMG
but th dog is so cute, very cute ><
Then she walked me to th bus-stop.
So on th way, i taught her my technique :
To pass the exams, she must know the technique to exam.
Of which the technique is to know the technique to write well in exams!
Hahahahahahaha~ okay.
She laughed her ass off when she was reciting my technique!
haha,okay lah. Enough of all this(:
MeiMei,good luck for your exam okay:D
Dont worry,just do your best!
MuchLoves!

Went for work as usual. Shift W SeinYan today.
Working tomorrow W Charmane!
work work = money money. Although my pay is v low. haha.
Rightttt ~

Schedule for tmr :
Results@8AM
- GoodLuck everyone! May god bless me! May everything be smooth PLS!
HipHop@330pm
Gym@5pm
Work@7pm
Hope i wont be late X:
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21/09/2009
Monday, September 21, 200910:15 PM
Pictures as mentioned in an earlier post(:







Happy Birthday Mommy!

went around to get sister's stuffs for her.
packed everything in the jumbo box.
thank god~ all managed to squeeze in.
this time round,i had to fill up all th forms.
Went down to th service centre to collect one of th form.
Thank god~ the staffs there were so friendly&helpful to help me search and
printed out th form for us.
So nice of them, really(:

ive a packed week schedule coming up(weekdays only) haha!
Tuesday : Accompany mom to do some stuffs, Meet szeqianMeiMei, work@7pm.
Wednesday : results@8am(isit?), hiphop@330pm, gym@5pm
Thursday : Yoga@9am, meet my clique
Friday : jazz&830pm
:D

I wished i had a more matured mindset.
Im gona restrict myself from browsing some fb accounts from now on! oh yes.
I Lead The Life I Want,
Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyy~(:

SisSis,be strong be strong!!
Awaiting for you to be back in dec(: hehe.
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1:25 AM
i came into this space here,again.
but my mind is blank,again.

20th Sep
Happy Birthday Eliza:D
Happy Birthday Amaryllis(:

went for FamilyBBQ at AuntAvis house.
her new house is so big, very big!
Had BBQ!
left@ 9pm.
Went NTUC to get sister's stuffs.
she gave us a longggggggg list to get to deliver over to her.
she needs them. she needs them!
OMG x(
th cost of living there is extremely high.
one MacMeal costs 8pounds! around 16SGD$(i think)
omg~

21stSep
Happy Birthday Mommy!
(:
i really have no idea how to celebrate mommy's bday for her..... x(
i think that only thing that she'll be happy is that,
sister is getting on smooth there.
i have no idea how to celebrate for mommy.
how about just a cake and a dinner treat for her?
Or bring her for a spa at Amore.


the entire house,
is so quiet&dark again.
:(
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Friday --
Saturday, September 19, 200912:39 AM
Had my dental appointment today.
Doctor gave me this minimini toothpaste.
:D
i love MINIMINI stuffs!!
next dental appointment 2weeks later,after th model has came out!!

Stayed at home th entire day,
webcam'ed with sis.
spoke to sis.
(:
its 5.32pm at Manchester now.
their timing is 7hrs behind Spore's.
so big a difference huh.
haha,sis is going to th Supermarket now.
told her to get some snacks to stock up in her hostel.
Really really hope that everyhting will be smooth for sis there.
Mommy&I are thinking of going over from 8thOct-15thOct.
haha,im kinda curious to see th environment there.
sis says th houses there are really beautiful.
her school is extremely big, lik some city.
Has MAC,SUBWAY,BURGER KING there.
Bank,travel agency,supermarket(i think),shopping places in her school!
bigbigbigbigbig huh~(:
kinda curious to see her environment there.
I Miss Her Very Much,still.

I LIKE THIS SENTENCE VERY VERY MUCH :
THERESA, MISS & CRY FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHOM YOU REALLY CARE FOR.
AND WHOM CARE FOR YOU. WHOM WILL NEVER DESERT YOU NO MATTER WHAT.

I LIKE THIS SENTENCE VERY MUCH, AND IT SHALL BE MY WAY OF LIFE FROM NOW ON..
i dont think im heartless by saying this,am I?
my point of view : i dont think im heartless. Ive done all i could alr(:
but i really dont wish to let myself get hurt anymore,and shed tears that are useless.How about that?(:

hehe.
Theresa is feeling rather cheery today! Im serious.
hehe.
& that JazzClass was veryvery excellent today.
i really danced out, i really did, i swear.
haha,th steps are absolute awesome.
im trying to find the dance song, but i cant :(

i wana attend th HipHop classes again!!!!!!!!
JazzClass is a MUST hehe.
Pilates&930am tmr,my favourite too hehe.
(:
im feeling really rather cheery today!
hopefully can sleep well lah.
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Words Of A Broken Heart..
Thursday, September 17, 200910:19 PM
told you i'll be back to post about all my feelings!
told you, told you!
Let me share a good news with you guys first kkkkk.
MY SIS FINALLY REACHED MANCHESTER ALRD!!!! (:
SAFE AND SOUND!
HEHE. okay, back to topic ~~
this post might be rather wordy&emotional.
Skip reading this if you hate emotional stuffs!

I have been encountering a serious problem to fall asleep these few nights.
So many things happened on me.
Sometimes, i really do will wonder:
Why am i going through one thing after another.
Last Wed,This Wed,Next Wed.
Is this some test for me? Is this some challenge for me?
Will i be able to endure all these.
Safely&Sound. Still be happy?
Suddenly i just feel so lack of confidence.
(i was still telling chunyang to be confident this afternn)
dont you find it easy to advice others, but when it happens to you,
you get a blank mind?
Oh yes, i certainly do. :(
Lack Of Confident. (VERYVERYVERY) upset etc etc.. is what im feeling
these days. All th negative feelings.
i hate it lah.
im starting to fear night time. i hate the quietness at home.
i hate the feeling that im alrd physically&mentally tired,
but i just cant fall asleep. Dam sh*t.
in fact, im trying to refrain myself from taking afternoon naps,
just to hope that i can fall asleep easier in the night.
damn!!!!!! :(
to be frank, i even had the thought of getting some pills from Doctor just to sleep well and better.
But i didnt do it la~ i'll sound very suicidal if i ever do that?
Dont worry,i wont haha.
some people said that listening to music will fall asleep too?
I tried, but it cant!!!! :(
i just feel even more awake. damn damn damn!!
and now,
a bigger reason for me to not sleep alr :(
My BelovedBelovedBeloved sis has left for Manchester.
you know, sometimes i really hoped that i have a very matured mind.
i hate my mind that imagine things so wildly. i hate it lah.

Yesterday night, we sent sis to the airport at 930pm.
Poor sis had to carry a supersuper big luggage, a big box, her backpack and a small luggage, just to occupy all her things.
BUT these arent th only ones, Joyce&Sis had even shipped a DHL jumbo box over to Manchester alr!! alot alot of barangbarang ar!!!
Reached th airport around .............. 1030pm.
On th journey to car, th atmosphere was so quiet, so not lik us...... :(
Met SecondAunt at th airport, she reached there at lik 8plus :X OMG
Went for some drinks while waiting for Joyce&th rest to arrive.
another 3Aunts&1Uncle came to send sis off at th airport too(: so nice of them!
Later,met Joyce&family too. Sis had to check in her luggages alr.
Sis luggages over-exceeded th weight :O :O :O :(
Had to pay a sum of money, omg. You wont want to know how much we had to pay!!!!
But thank god, everything was smooth later on.
Weixin&Co came to send sis off too(:
Later,sis band clique came too!
lots of people to send my belovedsis.
Lik almost, 25!!!!
So nice,so warm.
haha,Joyce's whole group of friends came too!
So we were like all occupying such a BIG space there lah. But who cares(: haha
took alot of pictures.
Saw QingHui there too!
Sis has a company of very nice&sweet friends!!
Weixin&Co did this hand-made longlonglong card for sis.
Her band clique did this handmade card for her too!
heard that thy had alr posted a present to sis's hostel too!
so nice rightttttttttt :D
Took pictures with Joyce&Sis of cause hehe.
dont have them in my camera, its in sis camera.
Post them when ive received from sis hehe.
So glad to see having a nice group of friends (: (: (: (: Happy for her.
Joyce&Sis went in at 1245
Everyone bid goodbye to th both of them.
and of cause i criedddddddddddddddd :(
some of sis friends were really really nice.
esp qinghui,norain etc... thy asked me to cheerup and be strong
haha,and qinghui said that she shall entertain me on MSN(:
so nice hor themmmmmmmmmmmm :D
hehe. i cried lik crazy X:
if i didnt cry, i think im heartless lah huh.
from th moment sis went into th gate,
i told myself this
THERESACHEONG, ALL THE TEARS YOU'RE GONA SHED NOW CAN ONLY BE CAUSE
YOU MISS SIS. AND NOT FOR OTHER REASONS, NOT FOR OTHER PEOPLE

went off at like 1plus.
Sent SecondAunt home.
On th car back, i really felt a sharp pain.
i hope i have th matured thinking that sis is gg for a good cause.
i know i must be happy for her.
i must be proud that i have a strong&brave sis!
Thanks Joyce for gg with sis. Sis wont be alone(:
now, i shall pray tthat thy are able to stay under th same hostel, same room!!!! PLS~
my sis didnt cry when all of us cried. so strong ><
i must be happy for sis.
when she is back after her studies, her future will be so much brighter and better!
i must be happy for her, very happy(:
hehe . proud of her!!!!

Yday night, had a really very hard time to sleep again.
I miss sister so much.
I just dont feel right w/out her at home.
But i know, i must get used to it.
BelovedSis got me 2 handmade diary/planners for me.
IM GONA WRITE THEM. IM GONA TAKE GOOD CARE OF THEM.
IM GONA WRITE THEM EVEN IF IM TIRED, SICK , BUSY.
I MUST WRITE(:
A PROMISE.
hehe.

Skipped yoga this morning,didnt have th mood to go.
Went for gym@430pm.
Dam tired, veryvery tired.
Hopefully my body wont ache tmr.
1hr30mins of exercise. Really exercise till my knees are wobbly!!!!
haha,i feel so weak in my stamina.
Jazzclass@830pm tmrw.
Oh,and went for my X-ray today too.
DentalAppt tmr @430pm.

Okay~~~~~~~
signing off now(:
im going to teach daddy&mommy how to use msn,skype and videocall!! :D
hehe.
im feeling rather happy now.
messaging sis now,
she finally reached Manchester safely!
she loves her school environment!! hehe.
(: (: (:
now i shall pray that sis will be safe&sound throughout,healthy always(:
hehe.
I Misssss Her!!!

i cant wait to meet my QianMeiMei.
i cant wait to meet th clique.
i cant wait to meet my gf.
to spill everything to them!!!!!!!!!!
wohoo.

Lastly,
i would like to thank each&every one of you whom
really cared&consoled me these period of times.
you-knw-yourself(:
i would like to thank everyone whom made th way down to send my sis to th airport(:
Thankssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss :D

okay,bye world!
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Bon Voyage Sissssssssssssssssssssss.
11:34 AM


I Miss My Sis Terribly.
Very very much!!!!!!!!!!!
:(
She's on th plane to Manchester alrd.
Was messaging sis while she transit at Dubai.
Im proud to have such a brave&strong sis.
But the miss im having for her is so strong, so much.
For sureeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
I skipped Yoga lesson today.
Didnt have th mood to go.
But have to attend my gym later on.
Shall edit this post when im back later.
I have alot to say. alot to post.
alot of feelings.

Daddy is at home to accompany me.
I feel so unstable, my feelings so unstable.
I really miss my sis so much.
i know she will see this for sure.
hehe,
Sis sis sis. I miss you. i will be good! hehe.
you study hard lei(:
seeyou over the webcam tonight hehe.

Going for my X-ray soon~

you will know who your true friends are when you're at your lowest period of your
life.
I know mine.
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How about a smile?
Tuesday, September 15, 200911:25 PM
how about a smile?
(:
How am i feeling today?
hmm,my mood swings from high to low, then from low to high

The weather is terribly hot&stuffy today. :(
Joyce came over today.
Settled their DHL stuffs. And OFFFFFFF their DHL jumbo boxes~
Haha.
Took a nap before heading for work.
Work was alright today(:
SeinYan&I juggled our tasks well today.
Haha,at least we didnt get scolded today!
Haha,halfway thru,went to get batteries for Dr!
So funny!
Dispensing medicine since last week alr. haha,
but still have a hard time to find out what each shortform meant.

Had a veryvery late dinner today.
the burger is so yummy. Mayo+cheese.
Fattening yes i know. haha

Saw this ___ man opposite me when eating.
Scare the wits out of me-.-
he was like punching the air, rocking his chair, SEEM to be screaming.
so near me, haha.
I kept laughing, for no reason.
Mommy thought i saw ____.
why am i always seeing such people!!!!
:(
I was so scared that he might turn to me, saw me laughing
AND THROW THE CHAIR AT ME.
OMG OMG OMG OMG.
haha.

i hate night time.
i hate the feeling of ............
NOT BEING ABLE TO FALL ASLEEP :(

sis is leaving in lik 26hrs time.
im gona feel so sad. very sad.
why am i experiencing so many setbacks in my life, at this time.
STRONG THERESA
BE STRONG
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i'm back!
1:21 AM
Theresa is back!
Missing_In_Action for lik almost a week or so.
I had so much things to post just now,
but facing this blank space,
my mind goes blank too!
HORRIBLE!!

So much things happened,
or rather. Hmmm,
meant to happen, just a matter of time.
NO point being upset/cry/emo/depressed over things that are over.
There's nothing else i can do.
There's NOTHING.
Someone told me : Sometimes, some things happened without a reason.
Or rather, you dont have to know the reason to it.
Or maybe, so what if you know? It wont change th fact, will it?
I will keep those nice memories in me.
try to dump those bad ones.
Had this make-over for alot of things.(HAHA)
(*Just bear with me kkkk,let me rant)
No more LOVELOVE,MISSMISS,MUSHYMUSHY contents in my space anymore.
Since we've started once, there'll be a fullstop to it(a matter of time)
Just probably,its not my time. its not yours either.
i hope ive done my best in everything i could in this.
but,some things arent within my control.
i did a cowardly act for th past few days :
i cut myself from all the contacts.
Didnt reply to messages/rejected all calls.
im gona take a break from such stuffs.
yes,a break.
._______________________.
FULL-STOP
byebye(:

Okay,aside all those sadsad EMO stuffs.
besides,have been really spending ALOT of time with family.
Another sadsad thing,
sis is leaving for Manchester this Thursday 1:20AM
Again,im gona lose another chit-chat companion.
But,the strong stands alone!
IM STRONG :D
Also, really attended ALOT of classes recently.
Pilates/Yoga/Gym/HipHop/Jazz
Wohoo,i prefer Pilates to Yoga.
Pilates SEEM easier than Yoga :/
PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT huhhhhhhhhhhhh.
but since Yoga has always been my top want-to-do-list.
i shall make it perfect. i shall perfect it(:
Jazz class was such a blast!
didnt have such an awesome Dance lesson for so longggggggggggggggggggg~

Met HuiMinCousin&Aunt on Thurs for a lunch.
Then went to their hse to Slack:D
I love my cousin so much! Haha, talk/play/laugh.
she's so funny&cute! Smart cousin i have.
Always laughing,always crazy_ing!

Had my dental appointment on Friday.
then,pampered myself a LIL :/
instead of taking a 10mins slow walk from central back home.
i took a cab instead.
haha,pampered myself,you seee(:
X-ray appointment on Friday.
( :X gg spend another 4000$ on braces )
Daddy's gona go with me,hehe
His on a week's leave, to company me, and of cors
spending moremoremore time with sis.

Went Msia with family today.
didnt buy anything, haha
except some mooncakes:D

Joyce is coming over tmr to pack her stuffs too.
Wednesday is coming, so fast, so quickly..........
Sis is leaving us, for a better future.
When she is back, her future will be bright bright, very bright!!
But i know, i will miss her FOR SUREEEEEEEEEEEE.
miss her like crazy.
No one to accompany me watch my HK dramas till 3/4am.
many many 'No one to ....................'
But on a cheery note, sis is going after her dream,
she is making her top-list dream coming true.
her future will be so much better by then(:
Oh, and i made this puzzle(with our family college) for sis.
(:

& its 1:21Am now.
It spelllllllllllllllllls :
S L E E P I N G T I M E !

bye World(:
till then;
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MondayMondayMonday
Monday, September 7, 20098:39 PM
Mighty Monday.
Monday BLUESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~

Had a bigbig problem falling asleep yday night.
Mommy,sister & I had this woman-woman talk.
Woke up at 12nn today.
Prepared my gym stuffs and headed for my gym assessment today!
Had my height&weight taken.
OhMGoshD: gained 2kg~~~~~~~~!
EXAM STRESS! INSTEAD OF LOSING WEIGHT DURING EXAMS.
I GANIED 2KG1 ohMgoodness!
i did this Body Composition Analysis today.
i have 28% body fat in me!
OH MY GOD.
My skeletal muscle mass is under expectation :O
Nutritional Evaluation :
Protein : DEFICIENT!! :O
Mineral : Normal
Fat : Normal
I BET MY ARMS,LEGS,THIGHS WILL ACHE TERRIBLY TOMORROW!
:(
Did so much exercise today.
StepBoard,situps,pushup,squats,manymany more.

Note To Self :
Tuesday - Shopping with sister. Work at night.
Thursday - Yoga@9am, lunch appointment with cousin&sister
Friday - DentalAppointment, JazzClass@830pm
Saturday - Pilates@930am
i love my schedule to be packed packed. very packed.
i want to be busy like a BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
i want to occupy myself with many many things.
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Farewell~
Sunday, September 6, 200910:45 PM
Farewell for Sis~
(Paternal's side,then Maternal's side with big aunt)

Went to AuntAgnes hse for lunch gathering.
So nice to see all gather at a place,
to wish sister best of luck for her further studies.
All of them gave sister their word of concern etc...
so warm(:

After which, went to fetch BigAunt for dinner.
Had seafood at EastCoast, then went for dessert around Bugis area.

Sister is leaving on the 17thsep,0140AM.
Time passes really fast.
3yrs~oh gosh.

im talking to my AhQiannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnMeimei now.
haha,besides sister.
this lovely girl will always be there for me, listen to my problems.
wohoo.
no wonder, i love her so much so much so much very much.
(:













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Tired Day!
Saturday, September 5, 200910:44 PM
Tired Day!
Pilates&Yoga~~!!
Awesome,awesome
great!
extremely great!
Am loving this 2 so much!
HAHA.
Gym assessment on Monday(:
Slim Slim slim!!!!
Did so much stretching today.
think my muscles will ache tmrw :X
But,its worth it,Very worth it!
haha.

Family gathering tomorrow.
Yaay!!
:D

im addicted to Cantonese songs.
esp those sang by RaymondLam!
hehe,handsome handsome charming!!
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Friday, September 4, 200911:21 PM
Pilates@930am tomorrow!
Yoga@530pm tomorrow!
excited!! im really excited!!
i must sleep EARLY today.
not as 'EARLY' as 2am,3am.
haha. soon,i will turn in soon!

Gym assessment on Monday from 2pm-3pm!
haha,i hit off my holidays so well!
(:
Met JonBrother&SzeQianSis today for lunch.
Afterwhich,cabbed to SzeQianSis house to slack and later cabbed home!
My blogshop goods are finally here(:
pretty pretty.
But i still have to collect another items from the PostOffice!
haha.
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Yoga!!! :D
Thursday, September 3, 20099:38 PM

Pretty pose!! HAHA
lets do yoga!!

Registered for my membership at AMORE FITNESS today!
hehe.
Since its holidays, woke up at 2pm!!
haha,awaken by sister's university parcel.
then met sis for my breakfast/lunch at 330pm.
Ate pizzahut! haha.
treated sister today! :) SO NICE. HAHA I KNOW
then met mommy at 5plus.

Having Pilates this sat from 930am-1030am.
Then, Yoga class from 5.30pm-7pm!
wohoo! :D Excited. so excited!
later on, i shall attend the Jazz & HipHop classes!
woho!!!!!!!1
THERESA.......IS HAPPY TODAY!
having farewell lunch(for sis)gathering at Aunt's house this Sunday.
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Exams Free :DDDD
Wednesday, September 2, 200911:39 PM
Like finally,
exams are over!!
Im done with exams exams exams.
Though today's paper was so ______(-.-)
On a cheery note, exams are finally over.
And my hols are finally here.
YES,LIKE FINALLY!
i need to catch up on my sleep.
i need to catch up with alot of things.
im gona go out,go out,go out,go out and still : GO OUT!
and to kick off my hols,im going to register for my YOGA classes!
TOMORROW!!! YES,TOMORROW!
told you,im serious alr! HAHA.
And,braces!!(Maybe)Doing braces!
Woaaaaaa.$$$$$$ :X
Thats why, a job is a MUST-HAVE!
have been searching for one suitable one.
haha!

After exams today, went TPY for lunch with th usual ppl :D
Kokhong,James,Paul,Weisong,Weejie and myself!
Then went to play arcade. then, went to some clubhouse, thy played bowling!
Haha! nice ambience~
slacked there until 4plus.
OH! i saw a really cute cat today!
really very cute! Seems like its lack of nutrition :X
Very thin, its legs are super short too! But so cute!
Haha,then we bus-ed to TPY to get my fav KOI bubble tea!
And of cors, th v-good-me bought one for sis!
Aftermath,went to Bishan,metup with KokHong!
Had TomYum for dinner(: Quite nice, but v sour :X
and, i shant squeeze the lime next time. so sourrrrrrrr :(
HAHA,then..........
it was party time!
went to PartyWorld to....................?
SING OF CORS!
HAHAH!
RELAXING-PERIOD!!
hehe.

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