I wish i can be even better when coming to such situations when time to
come in future.
IF EVER,im rlly furthering my studies after Poly.
I must rlly build up my everything(dependence of everything.......)

BUT THIS TIME ROUND
i feel so much worse than th first time.
Just this yr,2010 or rather last yr,2009
i will be going to th airport lik SO OFTEN?!?!
sending her off, fetching her back, sending her off, fetching her back...
but each time, th feeling will always be there.
UPSET THAT SHE WONT BE BESIDE ME
ITS A FEELING YOU CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND IF YOU DON GO THRUH SUCH SITUATIONS,
TRUST ME
Adding on, afterall she's my one and only real-blood sister.
my pillar of strength lehhhhhhhhhhhhh~
wo de tian ar!

th next time i can see her is lik May OR June?!?!?
WOA!
jiu ming ar, jiu ming ar!

OKAY
IM GOING OFF.
im very tired, but i doubt........i can fall asleep tonight,again ;c
hate such shyt right now.
damn!

& THANKS TO THOSE WHOM SHOWD THEIR CONCERN TO ME(:
RLLY APPRECIATE