Happy Mid-Autumn Everyone :)
hope tht al of u are enjoying urself with ur loved ones & family members on this happy festival.
It's supposed to be a happy festival.
so here's a smile for everyone
:-)
Haven rlly celebrate this festival for this yr.
Didnt celebrate this festival last yr either.
Why?
Rachel's not at home with us. I cant bring myself to enjoy this day w/o Rachel's presence
with me.
I Miss Her i swear :-(
i know its not lik she's not gona be back or wht (CHOYYYYYYY!)
it's 3 mnths later tht I can see her.
Nothing easy for me to be happy on this festive day w/o my one and only real-blood sis.
Besides, I don have a habit eating mooncakes too.
2 years ago, i played candles with Rachel. Its our favourite hobby since we were young.
We love to hang lanterns and play with candles jus outside our house every year.
This year's gona be th second year im not gona play with candles.
Nxt year's gona be th third year.
Th ambience at hme is weird and strange.
No one to bicker with me.
daddy&mommy are upset too.
but thy jus try to hide their feelings frm me, jus to make me happy :)
though we always bicker, but we dote on one another alot :)
th nxt thing im gona look forward to is.. December.
after my bday, Rachel's gona be back with me :-)
Im definitely not gona look forward to school reopen.
bcors its gona be another period of stress with crazee mugging nights.
but i knw things aren't gona be th same anymre.
its time for me to be a lil independent at times :)
but this time, i have a new al-time companion in SIT with me !
MY CHANCHAN SZEQIAN(:
and blocks away, i hav my babyy lee and also my Tricia!!!!!!! :)
jus let me finish this Diploma and graduate smoothly.
Last but not least, I'm jus gona pray everyday before I slp.
For Rachel's safety,health and studies over there :)
I hope tht she wil meet nice people there to help her throughout.
Anw,Babyy&I finally went for a run today.
my CHANCHAN SZEQIAN popped by my hse today to pass me a box of chocolates :)
and tmrw, Babyy&I are going cycling! :)
Rlly thank him for being by my side these tough period of days.
Esp,whn he surprised me with KOI at my hse yday night before we leave for th airport!
all th way frm hougang -> AMK -> clementi.
Awesome boyf i hav(:
and for tht,
Cheers everyone.
Hav a fun-filled festive day with ur family & loved ones :)
