less than 24hr.
i can finally hear my boy's sexay voice.
i bet his voice will b so coarse. so man.
i bet he will loook so thin. so tanned. so sianzxzxz. :C
the last thing he ever wanted was to get confined in the camp during the weekends, i knw.
hehe.
but at th same time, i cnt wait for him to share with me his once-in-a-lifetime experience in the jungle: FIELD CAMP.
some says disgusting, some says fun, i wonder wht will my boy says. hehe

i've been thinking abt our matters lately.
how we started. how he surprise me outside my labs when i stayed for projects.
how he surprise outside my hse when i head for driving lessons, dance lessons.
how he guardian-angel me whn we were in beijing.
all the sweet moments, jus bring tht smile on my face.
so much, i love u babyy.
thnk u for everything.
i miss u alot............ :C
come back to gf soon :p u smelly pigpig.

day three

i still cant get used to days w/o talking to u bb.
today rained heavily, ain't u happy?!
but are u caught in th rain ))): were u drenched!
or were u in a shelter. will ur field camp shorten it's duration?!?!
i hope it does =X
hugs babyy. i miss u.

IM STILL THINKING OF WHERE TO BRING MY BB FOR GOOD FOOD AFTER HE BOOKS OUT!!!
shld we hav buffet or restaurant style?
western? jap? korean? chinese?
ahhh! no idea! no idea!!!! ));
i knw bb will def say anything is fine as long as it's with me. HEHEHEH.
i knw i can read his mind!! :P i miss u bb

Day 2 of babyy's field camp:

i lost my smile.
you never know someone's importance until you lose it.
i miss my boy, alot.
it's only the second day and i lost my smile.
i miss him alot.
worrying for him!!!
pls be fine bb.

Here goes th first day of field camp:
my sweet boy dropped me a last text before he leaves for th field camp at 10plus.
Today's haze is v thick.
I think it's gg to be worse in th forest with all the trees.
i hope my boy is alright.
i rly miss my boy: keep thinking if he's doing ok in th forest.
is he eating his packed/instant food? is he coughing cause of th haze?
is he safe and sound? no wild boars scaring him?
and, is he smelly smelly :D
i miss u alot babyy.
this is our first encounter ever since our r/s started tht we cant talk to one another for
th longest duration: 7days.
yes, we're so sticky so tgt :P
miss u babyy! Day1 i gg to b over! 6 more days to hearing ur voice.
pls b safe and healthy there!
love u!!

)':
i'm very STRESSFUL.
can anybody feel me!
tutorials shld be used to supplement my lectures.
but my tutor talk so fast, i cnt pick up what he's talking
very stressful. i feel lik im going to breakdown anytime.
really very stressful!!
sometimes, i rly doubt myself: am i even cut to be a uni student? a UOL student?
UOL = HIGHEST DROP OUT RATES DEGREE !
)':
sigh. i feel so dejected, my lowest point.

whn im hme, all i get is "why nvr study", "pls study"
can someone please giv me some encouragements?
i rly need them. i rly need them badly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHH FML FML FML! SRSLY FML!
did i even made a wrong choice of taking UOL degree?
shld i take RMIT instead?!?!?!
but,
it's too late. too late.
SWALLOW DOWN MY TEARS, AND CONTINUE. THIS IS ONLY MY THIRD WEEK.
FML!

hi September;
wld u be nice to me?
School barely started, im trying hard to keep up my pace.
Esp MATHEMATICS.
apparently, i forgot all my A-Maths alr. trying hard to recall again.

and it's really stressful. everybody beside me seemed like those 'hard core' study type. /:
yes, UOL is really tough to keep up for poly stud.
not that there's no poly stud, but not as much as JC stud.

y'day, i cldnt speak to my boy.
COMMANDO HAS TO TRAIN TILL 1AM IN THE MIDNIGHT?!
my boy ended training at 1plus am!!! ):
poor boy! POOR BOY!!!!!!!


my boy says he's gg to bring me for international buffet this sat; our 16th month(: