AFTER THE LONGEST BREAK!

Yes, after the longest break ive ever given myself. Im finally back to this space.
Exams ended on 17th May. First time in my study life, i rly mugged hard! and it rly was HARD.
3months of preparation for my 5 final papers? madness.
The thought of y2, y3. This process continues, rly scares me.
Ah whatever, i shld enjoy my holis first right. Before the release of result, haha.
Reason why i didnt rly wish to come back to this space;
Ive made wrongful decisions for the past few months tht i rly regret alot alot alot :(
But no point regretting anymore too. It rly cant be undone. Oh sigh.
I didnt want to pen my thoughts down, because. I rly dont wish to be reminded of what ive done.

Time flies. The last post was regarding bb's thailand trip. And now, he's away again...
for Brunei's trip. But oh fugg, this trip sucks :(
No phones allowed. what nonsense srsly?!
what if their family members in spore need to contact thm urgently?  :(
This is the v first time both of us dont speak for days & days & days.
And whats worse, we dont know when we can nxt chat. FML :(
rly dam torturous inside me.